What am I doing this for!

This is proper hard! I really did not think that sugar, or rather the lack of would feel like this. I get a craving and so eat, but what I eat doesn't have sugar in it. ( I eat some fruit, but that's not the same as honey and digestive biscuits!! ) so eating doesn't fix the feeling. I have a sense of difference,  a not feeling right which I can't quite describe, a sort of hang over. Withdrawal is what the drug addict might call it. Woe, that sounds heavy! On the up side I've lost a load of weight. 

Internet wise, I have felt really convicted by God to carry continue with this. I then did use the internet over the last two days, and have felt deeply convicted that this was a mistake so other than work I am going to try and continue with this. I did realize that my life was in no way improved as a result of using the net for 2 days. 

Day 2

Everything has sugar in!!! Meat, mayonnaise and chocolate!!! And if it doesn't have sugar it has sweetener!!!! This is not going to be as easy as thought. I miss favoured drinks and I miss my sugar rush. Not much but the lack of these something I am increasing in awareness of. It is like the nagging thought you've forgotten something important. I've forgotten sugar!! And my Brain is started to drop regular reminders that I'm missing something important for the next hours.