What am I doing this for!

This is proper hard! I really did not think that sugar, or rather the lack of would feel like this. I get a craving and so eat, but what I eat doesn't have sugar in it. ( I eat some fruit, but that's not the same as honey and digestive biscuits!! ) so eating doesn't fix the feeling. I have a sense of difference,  a not feeling right which I can't quite describe, a sort of hang over. Withdrawal is what the drug addict might call it. Woe, that sounds heavy! On the up side I've lost a load of weight. 

Internet wise, I have felt really convicted by God to carry continue with this. I then did use the internet over the last two days, and have felt deeply convicted that this was a mistake so other than work I am going to try and continue with this. I did realize that my life was in no way improved as a result of using the net for 2 days.